Afterthoughts
After focusing on abstract ideas so long, this site is simply dedicated to subjects that interest me as well as video clips, games, and songs I like. In summary it is where I put personal items.
Wednesday, July 1, 2026
Monday, June 29, 2026
How RDR2 Leaves Players Feeling
Saturday, June 27, 2026
The Evolution of Perception
The Evolution of Perception & The Cosmology of Substance: A Simpler Theory of Everything – June 24, 2004.
Chris Ott considers our current philosophical problems to be the tragic result of psychological fallacies as old as Plato. He offers a new explanation for the universe that relies simply on an evolution of perception. His theory succeeds at accounting for the physical as well as the psychological--including mathematics, natural law, concrete objects, language, thought, and culture. A spellbinding journey to the roots of our assumptions.
Composite song
Friday, June 26, 2026
Wednesday, June 24, 2026
Arthur's Confession to Nun | Red Dead Redemption 2
Eralia
Tuesday, June 23, 2026
Monday, June 22, 2026
Saturday, June 20, 2026
Wim Wenders on Yasujiro Ozu
Friday, June 19, 2026
New Series No. 2
Thursday, June 18, 2026
Angelina Jordan - I Have Nothing
Gesu Bambino - Amira Willighagen
In February 2023, on a trip to Europe, Amira Willighagen, along with her father Gerrit and her boyfriend DJ entered a church. Her father sat at the organ as DJ filmed Amira sing this spontaneous rendition of the Italian Christian carol Gesu Bambino on his cell phone.
A few months later, I had the privilege of meeting Amira in a small cafe in Rutledge, Georgia. The cafe was called Tomorrow Cafe. There I shot this two minute clip of her conversing with some people there about an upcoming performance as we waited for our food. She was 19 years old. She definitely had a vibe about her.
And here is Amira with her boyfriend at the time, DJ, who took the video of her singing in the church. She has a new boyfriend now.
K-Pop : LE SERAPHIM
A Tribute to Dr. Richard Lee
Dr. Richard N. Lee was my thesis director for my master's in philosophy in 2000 and 2001. He suggested the title for my thesis, "Refutations of Idealism," which you can download here. Dr. Lee had his Ph.D. from Stanford University.
My thesis was largely on George Berkeley and G. E. Moore. Lee had written a paper prior on Berkeley titled "What Berkeley’s Notions Are," published in Volume 20, Issue 1 of Idealistic Studies in 1990. So I felt confident he was well-suited for the material I wanted to focus on. I cited his article in my paper.
This photograph of me was taken about that time by my friend Carla Gray outside Carlson Terrace. I was 42 at the time. Looking back, those were stressful but happy times.Since that time I have written six books and a myriad of papers on the subject of idealism, and develop my own theory which I call the evolution of perception. None of it would have been possible without the help of my many professors, especially Richard Lee.
Wednesday, June 17, 2026
EOP Trilogy : The three original books on the evolution of perception concept
| Chris Ott with a proof copy of EOP Trilogy |
ISBN-13 : 979-8308474951
386 pages Available on AmazonEOP Trilogy is a collector's edition of the original three books by Christopher Ott on the concept of an evolution of perception. Included in this collection are The Evolution of Perception and the Cosmology of Substance (2004), Evolution of Perception Re-Explained (2021), and Further Reflections (2024). The idea of an evolution of perception succeeds at accounting for the physical as well as the psychological--including mathematics, natural law, concrete objects, language, thought, and culture.
Tuesday, June 16, 2026
"Like Beads on One String." Meher Baba, Paramount Newsreel, 1932
Saturday, June 13, 2026
"Baby One More Time"
Friday, June 12, 2026
God in a Pill
Monday, June 8, 2026
Selected Essays 2nd Series
INTRODUCTION TO 2ND SERIESABOUT MYSELF & THE GENESIS OF EOPSUPERSTITION HAUNTS RELIGIONS AND SCIENCES ALIKETWELVE PRINCIPLES OF EOPWHY THINGS FEEL SOLIDHOW I THINK IDEAS ARE DISPENSED TO THE WORLDWHAT WILL PROFESSIONAL PHILOSOPHERS THINK OF EOP?THE ONLY REALISTIC WAY MEHER BABA’S THEMECOULD BE SPREAD TO THE WORLD & BE ACCEPTEDMEHER BABA’S MOVIE“YOUNG PEOPLE THESE DAYS”WHAT IS REAL?FREE WILLTHE TWO-WORLD VIEWSELECTED ESSAYSA RETURN TO CONSCIOUSNESS STUDIES AND THEEND OF GASLIGHTINGBEWARE OF THEORIESEXPLAINING WHAT EOP IS ALLAN INTERPRETATION OF MEHER BABA’S 1958 UNIVERSAL MESSAGEWHERE DOES MEHER BABA’S TEACHING FIT INTOTHE LARGER PICTURE OF RELIGIONS AND MYSTICALSCHOOLS AND WHERE DOES EOP FIT INTO IT?WILL A RELIGION FORM AROUND THE TEACHINGS OF MEHER BABA?REFLECTIONS ON ‘THE EVOLUTION OF PERCEPTION’ 22 YEARS AFTEREVIDENCETHE OTHER SIDE OF THE VEILTHE UNFOLDING HUMAN FORMTHE FACTOR OF TIMEDIMINUTION OF MINDDIFFERENT WAYS THE WORD “MATTER” IS USEDSCIENCE AND SPIRITUALITYMYTH AND MENTAL STRUCTURESOPERATIONS OF THE MINDROLE OF THE EGOSPIRITUAL DEATH AND SPIRITUAL LIFEHEAD AND HEARTSELECTED ESSAYSPOSITIVE SKEPTICISMGOD SEAKS HIMSELFESSENTIALS OF A SPIRITUAL METAPHYSICSSPEAKING PLAINLYSEEING THROUGH AND SEEING ASTHE HOLY BOOK OF SCIENCE
THE DEEPER ASPECTS OF FORM
Saturday, June 6, 2026
Selected Essays
Selected Essays
Hardback
Published March 12, 2026
288 pages
ISBN: 9798251806427
Forty seven essays by Christopher Ott, author of The Evolution of Perception and the Cosmology of Substance. Essays on causation, the Soul, God, philosophy of mind, science, perception, and the teachings of Meher Baba. Available on Amazon.
INTRODUCING MY WRITINGS
EOP EXPLAINED SIMPLY
WHAT I MEAN BY LENSES
HISTORICAL FALLACY
THE IMPLICATIONS OF SANSKARAS
HOW SANSKARAS OBVIATE MUCH OF POP
PSYCHOLOGY
MEHER BABA’S MESSAGE & MISSION
BABA’S TEACHING IS UNIQUE
IS BABA GOD?
CLARIFICATION REGARDING “FURTHER REFLECTIONS”
A NEW EXPLANATION OF DUAL SEXES IN EVOLUTION
THE MIND-BODY CONNECTION ACCORDING TO MEHR BABA
EOP THE ONLY NEW METAPHYSICAL IDEA
HOW EOP HELPS US UNDERSTAND MEHER BABA’S TEACHING
BEWARE OF IDIOMS
PROJECTION OF INTERNALITY & EXTERNALITY
HOW PROJECTION LEADS TO POORLY THOUGHT–OUT PHILOSOPHY
WHY INTELLIGENCE HAD TO PRECEDE THE UNIVERSE
THE PERSONAL GOD ACCORDING TO MEHER BABA
THE ILLUSION THAT SUSTAINS REALITY
THE MATTER PARADOX
GOD SPEAKING MAY REFER TO GOD REVEALING
THREE SENSES OF GOD OVER HISTORY
IS THE BIG BANG REALLY A PROCESS?
SOLVING THE SOCRATIC PARADOX
QUESTIONS IDEALISTS DON’T EVEN TRY TO ANSWER
DISTINGUISHING EOP FROM WRONG CONCEPTIONS OF IT
IMMINENCE IN HINDUISM VS. EOP
ETHICS IN THE ADVANCING STREAM OF LIFE
WE DON’T HAVE KARMA; WE ARE OUR KARMA
DARWIN VS. MEHER BABA ON EVOLUTION
SOME MINOR DETAILS ON SOULS
THE SOUL VS. THE SUBTLE BODY
HOW LIFE BEGAN
WHERE IS BABA NOW?
LANGUAGE, REASON, & SOPHISTRY
WHY I FOLLOW MEHER BABA
THE PROBLEM WITH POSSIBILITY & WHY IT MATTERS
THE PROMINENCE OF CONSCIOUSNESS IN MEHER BABA’S SYSTEM
THE VOCABULARY & MEANING OF THE PSYCHIC EMERGENT UNIVERSE
WHY MATERIALISM DOESN’T WORK
PERCEPTUAL ALGORITHMS
INDUCTION IS AN INTUITION & WHAT THE IMPLICATIONS OF THIS ARE
WHY I HARP ON CERTAIN SUBJECTS
WHY EOP MATTERS
FULL SUMMARY
Friday, June 5, 2026
The other side of the veil
In the Middle East women have sometimes worn veils. In the West there is the same tradition of women at weddings or when mourning a loved one. These traditions are mostly in the past. But from them we get an analogy often used in mysticism. This is the analogy of not seeing reality as it really is due to a veil that separates us from it.
But this analogy is unfortunate, for it has led to many misunderstandings about the nature of reality, and even led to superstition. It is from this analogy that we get the notion of crossing over to "the other side," "portals," and "other dimensions." The Doors sang a song that people mistook as being mystical where the title and chorus was "break on through to the other side." People took drugs thinking they were lifting their consciousness and seeing through the veil. They weren't. They were simply mucking up their neural sense apparatus and having hallucinations with no meaning whatsoever.
It is not that a veil prevents you from seeing higher aspects of reality and finally reality itself, but that distortions caused by your own perceptual schemas do. Perceptual schemas refers to your conditioning or sanskaras. So it is the removing of your own conditioning that reveals reality. That reality is all around you and you are not separated from it by any veil.
This concept is captured in a quote by William Blake that I continually quote.
"If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narrow chinks of his cavern."
LSD promoters changed this meaning. Blake meant that spiritual and artistic clarity allows humans to see the divine truth already present in the ordinary world. Timothy Leary, Aldous Huxley, and others shifted the meaning from a metaphor for spiritual purification into a literal description of drug-induced experiences. Obviously no drug in your brain can cleans your conditioning. It can only cloud it further. It becomes the veil.
| Hippies "tripping" on acid in the 1960s |
In Meher Baba's teaching there are not two worlds with a barrier standing between them. This is shear superstition. Reality is not that kind of thing. It is eternally present. You veil yourself from it by your own thinking. The veil in real mysticism means the veil of ignorance.
"You yourself are your own veil, Hafez. Remove yourself!" – Hafez
The Unfolding Human Form According to Meher Baba
Meher Baba described the evolution of forms (shapes) from the atom form to the human form in an unusual way. He described the series of forms that we see in evolution as an unfolding of the human form, which was latent from the beginning. For Baba, evolution of forms is actually the story of the human form being unpacked. This does not appear to be an analogy by Baba, but an actual case of ‘as above, so below.’ The increase of consciousness is reflected in the changing forms. Sources where Baba describes this unfolding of the human form can be found in Lord Meher, 1986 print edition, p. 976, and Intelligence Notebooks, p. 208.
Before describing this unfolding, let me preface this by making a couple of points. First is that the word “evolution” literally comes from Latin meaning ‘unfolding’ or ‘the unrolling of a book.’ Second, Baba often referred to the human form as the perfect form, and the only form in which one can be God-realized.
So this is the unfolding and turning over of the form in evolution according to Baba:
The first form is bound up in a ball like a stone, though it really contains the human form latently within it.
Likewise, as our arms are near the top of our form and reach around us for sustenance, the “arms” of a plant are its roots reaching down into the soil for sustenance. It is as if the plant’s legs are in the air and its arms reach downward into the earth.
This form then falls down and becomes recumbent again, though now as a worm or bug crawling horizontally on the ground.
From this position, the changing form begins a slow rise from its horizontal position to a more and more vertical one as it moves gradually toward full erect stance. At last as an ape it is nearly upright, although in the opposite direction from a plant.
Finally, in human form, it has become fully upright, reflecting that it is fully conscious.
Thursday, June 4, 2026
Wednesday, June 3, 2026
Tuesday, June 2, 2026
Prophesies by Meher Baba that could be about the present time
All countries will suffer untold disaster, but America will survive a little more than the rest of the world. I will then break my silence, after which there will be my Universal Manifestation and the world will come to know Who I am. (Lord Meher Online Edition Page 5157, said in 1965)
Sixty years after I drop my body [Next presidential inauguration, 2029], you will find what wonderful changes take place in the world and how many people will take my name. There will be thousands who will sacrifice their very life in my name. But how fortunate you are that I am in your midst, that you are sitting before me and I am telling you to take my name when about to pass away! There will be no one to tell them to take my name after 60 years. (Lord Meher Online version p. 3832)
Sixty years after my body drops, people in the thousands will come here and will collect even the very dust of this Meherabad because I have trod on it. They will pay me homage and reverence." (Lord Meher Online version p. 3812)
Meher Baba taught that humanity will only give up war and conflict when collective suffering and exhaustion from fighting make everyone "sick of wanting and sick of fighting out of hatred". He described this global fatigue as the natural conclusion to the cycle of human egocentricity. He stated that greed and hatred would reach such intense, explosive levels that mankind will eventually become totally weary of them. In describing the outcome of this weariness, He explained that everyone will go "half-dead" and exhausted, leading to a point where "no one wins, no one loses; all will be half-dead". Once humanity reaches this breaking point and is "simply sick of it all," the only alternative left will be to "stop hating and to love, to stop wanting and to give, to stop fighting and to be at peace".
https://www.avatarmeher.org/they-must-get-sick-of-it-all/
These latter short excerpts are from 1940. Yet, many now believe we have been in one long war since 1914 to today. Hence, these quotes may still apply.
Friday, May 29, 2026
Eleven Chronological Stages in the Progress from the Original State of God, to after the dropping of the body of a Perfect Master
(State 1 in TSOG) God in the Beyond Beyond State. God’s original state. Same as Sound Sleep. This state is entirely beyond any human conception. In this original state of God, even the prospect of consciousness is inconceivable.
(State 2A in TSOG) God in the Beyond State. God state before the Creation, before the soul (which is God) begins its journey. In the Beginning, when the Whim surges, both the unconscious and the conscious substates manifest simultaneously. It doesn’t matter that there is no realized “inhabitant” yet in the conscious substrate. The laws and the forms they create are latent in this Beyond State and when the Whim surges, they become attributes of the Universal Mind. According to these laws the subtle and the gross take form. In EOP they appear as lenses that are formed after Time and Space condition Perception. But Time, Space and Laws are just conditioning of Perception, they do not take any form. But when they manifest they form the percept. My colleague Stelios Karvias correctly points out that it is important to keep 2A, 2B, and 2C as one whole state because it is the tension of A towards B that brings about State 3. See The Ten States of God. It is this state that asks "Who Am I?"
(State 3 in TSOG) God as Emanator, Sustainer and Dissolver.
(State 4 in TSOG) God experiences Itself as the first three semi-gaseous, not quite physical, forms. “It is so very infinitely shapeless and substanceless, matterless and formless that it cannot lead one even to imagine that it is gross. Yet this form is the very first gross form that emerges simultaneously as if in three prongs, as the first three of the foremost seven "gas-like" forms.” This three-pronged semi-gaseous form is what scientists term the Quark. These first three forms have no evolution. Evolution begins with the fourth gas-like form in State 5 below.
- (State 5 in TSOG): God experiencing Itself in Evolution, from the fourth gas-like form (hydrogen atom is the seventh) up to monkey, whereby God as soul acquires consciousness. Baba has it that consciousness starts very gradually from the first gaseous states. In atom form it is almost nil. “Evolution begins with the fourth gas-like form.” Hydrogen is the 7th gas-like form and is the first to have an electron.
(State 6 in TSOG): God experiencing Itself as a human being in reincarnation, fully conscious but not yet on the spiritual path – trapped entirely in Maya with entirely material interests.
(State 7 in TSOG): God experiencing Itself as a human being on the spiritual path, still with a physical body, but with exotic internal experiences beyond ordinary gross experience. Less Maya, but still Maya.
(State 8 and 2B in TSOG): Majzoobiat. In this state only God (or Self) is experienced, and not the Illusion. Maya is wiped out for that soul. This is the same as State 2B below.(State 9 in TSOG): A person experiencing a state between Majzoob and Salik.
(State 2C and 10 in TSOG) State of God experienced by the living embodied Perfect Master or the Avatar while he is in a physical body on Earth, who takes experience of Reality and the Illusion at the same time in order to help emancipate souls.
- (2B and State 8 in TSOG) Fourth Journey, Vidnyan or Shambhala. State that the Avatar and all God-realized souls pass away into when they die. 4th Journey. Eternal Bliss. Power, knowledge, bliss but not used. God experiences Himself, but not the Illusion. For perfect masters substate 2B comes chronologically after substate 2C. It is the resting place of the masters, the Gray Havens in LOTR. Same as Majzoob State. From the point of view of the Majzoob, even in a body, there is no time and no journey. (Source)
"He returns to the door from which he first came out, although in his journey he went from door to door." (GS, p.170)
Seeing, experiencing, and thinking in I.I.
Seeing, experiencing, and thinking are all the same thing in the Intelligence Notebooks.
Jamshed (Infinite Intelligence) is in the most seeing (thinking) state.
Intelligence Notebooks, p. 116
Jamshed (Infinite Intelligence) having received the Infinite enformed subtle and gross body opposite his eye (thinking) sees (experiences, thinks) his Infinite enformed shadow (universe, Imagination) through that from.
Jamshed's eye sees means Infinite Intelligence's mind thinks. Jamshed, his eye, and his seeing, are all one and the same.
Intelligence Notebooks, p. 119
Only the one who is thinking, the one who is seeing, is real.
Intelligence Notebooks, Folio 2, p. 7
The Folk Religion of the Meher Baba Followers in America
| Baba lovers deifying each other |
The Meher Baba community in America is currently a classical case of a folk religion. Here I wish to itemize its principal beliefs and practices that can only be explained in terms of folk religion, as they are not found anywhere in Baba’s own teaching — and in fact he spoke against many of them.
The motivations of a folk religion are psychological. Practices and beliefs emerge from a community because they satisfy some basic psychological need or because they are carried over from past traditions. Folk religions have no centralized authority, they arise from the community naturally and are based on repetition and imitation.
Some of the psychological needs that motivate folk religions in general, and the Meher Baba folk religion in particular, are the need for blessings, for a sense of belonging, for a sense of protection, and a desire to know the future to prevent harm to oneself.
These needs are met in the Baba community by:
- A focus on astrology, palmistry, and reference to psychics
- A focus on dreams and visions
- Channeling, also known as theurgy
- Thoughts of death of loved ones in terms of ‘joining Baba’ in an afterlife
- Belief in Baba as an ascended master that can be contacted to give blessings and protect you
- Performing Dhunis and other rituals
- Habitually using phrases picked up from Indians and normalized, such as saying “kindly” before a request
- Adamantly not teaching their children what Baba taught, and usually not knowing themselves
- Ranking people according to money
- Obsessing on dead mandali
- A belief in Atlantis and forbidden archeology
- Hating Christianity and Islam
- A naive insistance on Bible conspiracies
- Obsessing on their own members
Am I implying there is something wrong with a folk religion. No. It is inevitable that folk religions evolve where there is no strong central authority -- as in the Baba world.
But it explains the practices and beliefs that don't come from Baba's teachings or suggestions. And so it solves a mystery.
It also answers the question of why the above things don't interest me. I tend to focus on what Baba taught, on his teachings. I get pleasure from that. I can't even imagine following the practices and beliefs of a group that is inventing beliefs and rituals as it goes along and expecting people to follow out of ordinary herd instinct, or out of anxieties or desires they are expected to have. I don't share those anxieties or desires.
There are two alternatives to fitting into a folk religion. One is joining an organized religion and the other is to become a mystic. I have always approved of religion for what it tries to do, but could never personally belong to one. Just like I don't think I could fit into any large corporation. I'm kind of doomed to follow the personal path of a mystic. One could say it picked me more than I picked it. I fell into it by default because my interest in truth was greater than my interest in local approval. But most people will never feel that interested in truth. This leaves religion and folk religion as the only choices for most. And then there are people who aren't drawn to either and simply pursue ordinary things of the world.
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